
Closure is quite an amazing thing. When I was little back in the U.K., my mum would take me to Blockbuster to get a movie on our way home from school or the groceries. There was always an image that intrigued me, a movie with such a unique poster that I would always rush to stare at that rather than the Porn selection of Blockbuster that people 'accidentally' run into. That image of course is the one above, of the movie: Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas. Some 10 years later, I finally watch that movie with my fellow band mate (more on that later), and by god was it amazing. I had watched another movie, 12 monkeys, with my dad a couple weeks before, And i thought that was phenomenal. This movie was no different from the same director (from Monty Python! orgasm in my mind).
I learnt something about myself today, that I do not work well under a deadline. And by golly is it good to have absolutely nothing else due for tomorrow at 10 pm. I will definetly keep this up for the rest of life. But yes, my dream at script writing is in peril with this new found fact. You cannot force creativity, and deadlines are destined to be my worst enemy, as they already are for many many writers out there. I also found something else about myself today, that I may not be very much in control of myself as I thought. It might be the drugs, as I've delve into weed lately. I must stay off of weed for three reasons 1) I get a better high from excersize 2) I will get really fat because I get munchies like a motherfucker 3) Its bad for my lungs, and I felt it. Today we did 150 proper squats, 75 supermans, and 150 yards of walk lunges, and it was a way better feeling than getting high. Perhaps the weed was not that good, or that I'm not usually one to be that persistent during excersize, but it felt good. It would have been better without the lungs slowing me down, but thats life. Life is a bitch.
I have formed another band, called Get Koala or Die. It is an inside joke i might explain some other day, its rather silly really, but it a short sweet name that explains our humor and our badassery musically. We will be more badass as soon as our drummer gets a proper double pedal, but nothing is too far on the horizon.